Halloween

Yes I know it's almost Christmas and I'm just blogging about Halloween...my Halloween was great starting out with dressing up for cosmetology and just goofing off all day there.  Brandie rocked the gorilla costume scaring all our instructors and making one pee a little chasing people into the DMV and to there cars lots of great laughs wish I had pictures of it but I got to school with a camera but no memory card.  Later that day I was able to go take pictures of my cute little cousin bentlee then I headed to help with the youth council trunk or treat... after this is where everything with my day went from happy emotions to scared, upset, thankful, and tearing myself down.  Me and Dixon were headed out to east garland to meet the rest of my family out to my grandmas when right down the hill from the the sugar factory one of my tires caught gravel starting to spin us and my first instinct was it caught me off guard and caused me to react by jerking the steering wheel 3 or 4 times over correcting almost going off the road into the marshes/river area or head on with a big diesel truck.  This is the moment where I don't know why but I am truly thankful that I just knew I need to relax and someone else took over for me and was my guardian angel getting me back in control of my car.  I had a major adrenaline rush and was able to just keep on driving to my grandmas house where I could talk to my parents about what had just happend.  I don't think I have ever been so nervous and shaking in my life worried that I had lost the trust of my brother and my parents.  It was totally opposite my parents told me they were proud of me for getting us out safely.  Me and my brother were luckily not hurt I just had a bad head ache and sore neck and back mostly from just the stress I put myself through.  I was scared to death to drive any where and especially scared to drive in the area of the accident.  I would constantly have flashback images in my head of what happend.  But I know going to timeout for women that one of the talks was meant for me to hear and reminding me that we were ok and I just had to let it go.  One scriptures that stuck with me through all of this was Isaiah 41:10 Fear not for I am with you I am your god I will strengthen you I will help you I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.  I truely witnessed this with my own eyes and thankful for my guardian angels watching over me at all times and knowing that hevanly father in always there or with me whenever I need him.<3